lol sorry i guess i wasn't perfectly clear... i am in AIDA!...however (speaking of however or nevertheless... i ran into keith the other day that was nice!...for all you bat boy peeps out there!) i am not aida i play NEHEBKA...aidas friend!... it isn't a big role but i get to sing and i actually get to dance!... we don't open till march but yall have to come because it gonn abe a good show (i know i should jinx anything but it comeing along nicely!) Radames (the lead dude) is being played by Mahi kekumu... he played the role of Mereb (radames' friend) on broadway...so it is way cool that he is helpin gus out and stuff... his is also the choreographer (and director pretty much lol)... but like i said we open in march and we run for 2 weeks and might extend but i won't be performing on closing night or any of te extensions becaus ei will be in france!!! anyhoo i have to go i feel like crap!

~NeEsHa~

MAHI is Amazing!!! "his glutius maximus is glorious" hahaha we are too funny leihoku.... so yeah i'm doing the show if you haven't already guessed and it isn't that bad... sure there are those who i just would like to strangle, but for the most part the cast is great... and we are so lucky to have Mahi... and i love JB he's great too!!!

I finished applying to college!!! and  i thought that hard part was over but now i have to apply for scholarships and all that crap!!!... Damn this sucks! i am really anxious about getting into college i mean i know tha ti've done ok in school bu i'm afraid...please pray for me!

I leave for france in march and i can't wait... i jsut got my passport in the mail and now it seems real! lol coco started a france countdown!!!(DORK! lol you are funny colleen)

anyhoo i love you!

BECAUSE OF YOU (by kelly clarkson)

I will not moke / the same mistakes that you did / i will not let myself / cause my heart so much misery / i will not break / the way you did, you fell so hard / i've learned the hard way / to never let it get that far / because of you / i never stray too far from the sidewalk / because of you / i learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt / because of you / i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me / because of you i am afraid

i'll never be able to tell her this... never...

I haven't even started chrismas shopping yet!... and i haven't even sent in any applications for school yet!... Bah Humbug!

~NeEsHa~